When The SuN doesN'T shine AnyMore.

Why would we actually keep on mentioning..
we are best friends...
we wanted to keep our friendship forever...

The first time you said it,
i take it as a promise,
an appreciation...

the second time,
i take it as a strong intention to maintain a relationship.

The third, forth and fifth time,
i just feel that we don't actually have the faith that this will last.
That's why we keep on mentioning it,
hoping law of attraction does work.

You might said im being pessimistic,
but best friends are not just as easy as we mentioned it.
Its true that,
We blended together,we laugh together,
we have fun together,
yet that doesn't mean that we are best friend.

About genecircle,
since we claimed that we don't know the purpose,
why don't we go and find out the purpose?
why are we giving excuses to cancel it off.

Mayb some of you might think im being unreasonable,
yes i am.

I cant help being upset,
when i realised we are taking others for granted.
i felt guilty that i didn't realised it until yesterday.

I take him as someone very important,
and i thought im treating him with the best i can,
but im actually not.
im actually taking him for granted too.

I took the whole day to think of what can i do.
and finally i realised,
not everyone have the same thinking like myself,
and i can't force others to think the way i am.

I don't mean to blame anyone here,
what i wanted to say is,
sometimes we should think in others shoes.
if the same situation happens on you,
what will you feel?

I dunno if ELEVEN of us..
can really stay and become best friends,
there's no guarantee.
but there is a very important thing we have to learn here.

Learn HoW to ApPreCiate.

No one have the responsible to spend his time for us,
and yet he do it without asking anything in return.

Maybe you didn't get enough of sleep,
maybe you are worrying about your assignments,
maybe you are being really tired,

well,
everyone gt nt enuf of sleep,
everyone is worrying about their assignments,
everyone do feel tired.

but HEY!
there's no excape,
there's no excuse,
so just SUCK UP and BE NICE.

stop giving yourself excuse,
as the one who excuses himself, accuses himself.

im sure you guys don't one your existance in this world become an excuse also right?
so lets us learn not to give excuses from today onwards.

Love,
-yUn-